its been a while since i've written a blog. mainly because i've been down over the issue with my friend who was in the skiing accident two weeks ago. if you haven't heard, my friend passed away on Monday, February 23, 2009. shocking and heartbreaking. that's all i've been able to convey. i've always believed in god and that he can do anything. i truly believed that god would touch and heal my friend. i believed that he would be back at work and we would be back to normal, cracking jokes and laughing together. i've never really believed in something so strongly before. i guess maybe because i just really wanted that to be the case. anyway, that's not how the story has played out. i know god has His own plan for our lives and no matter how much we want something to be, sometimes, it just isn't in His will. i still believe in god and what he can do. just sad that the outcome wasn't different. i miss him. i miss him every single day. i miss him every morning that i don't hear him yell over top of the music in my headphones when i walk in the office. i miss him when those breaks don't come where he comes over to chat. i miss being able to recap our favorite tv shows/movies. and i especially miss him when i get excited over something or overhear something that was said and get up to go around the wall to his desk and talk about it and realize that he's not there. you never know how much a part of your life someone is until they are gone. and i never imagined that i would be this affected by him being gone. that was my buddy. that was my friend. that was my dawg (as he would say). working with him was the highlight of my workday...today, March 4, is his birthday.......he would have been 24......
happy birthday Chris. I miss you. I love you. And I will remember you for all of the good times that we had in and outside of the office. you weren't only a coworker, but i am honored to have called you friend. You will always be in my thoughts, and your family in my prayers!
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